Tuesday, June 3, 2008

I'm in a funk...

The last couple of days I've just felt crappy. I'm tired, I have no motivation, and my mind is starting to get some "stinkin' thinkin." I'm not sure how to put it into words very well. But I feel like I have no confidence in myself and no confidence in what I've accomplished so far. I crave the external validation that I'm doing well, but then when somebody tells me that, I blow it off and assume they're just being nice.
And I know that my validation needs to come from myself, I really do know that. But I just can't seem to find it these last couple of days.
I do take great satisfaction in that, given how funky I've been feeling, I have still been eating well and exercising. I do not have any thoughts in my head of giving up, not by a long shot. I just need to find a way to feel like I'm doing good things.

So I think I'll take a lesson from my favorite movie and think of a few of my favorite things...

There's dirt in my beer! YEEEEEEEEEEEEHAW!

The Beast
My angels. Miss you!

Mmmmmmm....beer! (Gotta have my Shiner!)

If you're gonna send me flowers, make it peonies, please!

I do love a good thunderstorm!

1 comment:

  1. Thanks for the picture of Tony. You know you can do this and you are doing great. Keep up the good work and no more stinking thinking.