The last couple of days I've just felt crappy. I'm tired, I have no motivation, and my mind is starting to get some "stinkin' thinkin." I'm not sure how to put it into words very well. But I feel like I have no confidence in myself and no confidence in what I've accomplished so far. I crave the external validation that I'm doing well, but then when somebody tells me that, I blow it off and assume they're just being nice.
And I know that my validation needs to come from myself, I really do know that. But I just can't seem to find it these last couple of days.
I do take great satisfaction in that, given how funky I've been feeling, I have still been eating well and exercising. I do not have any thoughts in my head of giving up, not by a long shot. I just need to find a way to feel like I'm doing good things.
So I think I'll take a lesson from my favorite movie and think of a few of my favorite things...
There's dirt in my beer! YEEEEEEEEEEEEHAW!
My angels. Miss you!
Mmmmmmm....beer! (Gotta have my Shiner!)
If you're gonna send me flowers, make it peonies, please!
I do love a good thunderstorm!