Tuesday, July 20, 2010

To be more than I am....

Sometimes, many times, I want to be so much more than I am.
I want to be effortlessly confident.
I want to believe in myself a little bit more.
I want to wake up and not dread looking at my reflection.
I want to like everybody, at least a little.
I want everybody to like me, at least a little.
I want to see in myself what others claim to see in me.
I want to not be scared of making a fool of myself.
I want to make a mark on the world. Not loudly, not with pomp and circumstance. And not just for not being quite so fat anymore.

I just don't know how.

1 comment:

  1. OH MY !!!!!!! I sat on the couch and had a big old sob session over all that you just said. I want to realize that I AM GOOD ENOUGH and worth it all.