Sometimes, many times, I want to be so much more than I am.
I want to be effortlessly confident.
I want to believe in myself a little bit more.
I want to wake up and not dread looking at my reflection.
I want to like everybody, at least a little.
I want everybody to like me, at least a little.
I want to see in myself what others claim to see in me.
I want to not be scared of making a fool of myself.
I want to make a mark on the world. Not loudly, not with pomp and circumstance. And not just for not being quite so fat anymore.
I just don't know how.